Why not do all these desires now while we are young and free?
Sometimes I wonder if I'm going to lose my mind before I'm thirty.
I get impulsive and decide to lay down with them, these certain
spontaneous curiosities. I just figure, why the hell not?
I'm not going to be here forever, so why not let loose and
enjoy the pleasure, enjoy the fun.
I enjoy these retrospective times to myself.
Most of the time I'm wrapped up with some worry, some
intense overanalyzation - it feels good to just let
it all go and melt away.
My friends told me that I seem to always go for the emotionally unavailable ones. It sort of hurt my feelings, I felt attacked. But I guess it's true, doesn't matter what age they are.
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