I'm Happy again...

You taught me how to play 'dramamine' on the bass last night. You fit right into my room, even if your stature is much too big for my petite things. It felt good sleeping next to you last night. I want these feelings to last. We said our good byes in the morning and then I cleansed all our dirty deeds from the night right off in a chlorine bath. It was nice getting into the water. And I am starting anew again with you in mind.

All things will meet their end.

There is no reaction, and feelings begin to fade.

strata

Beautiful, evokes many emotions I'm currently experiencing...

glimmer

You know I can see a little hint of something good happening. Something I didn't think would happen for a long time, and just maybe if it's meant to be it will.

It's got nothing to do with you or anyone else, just myself.

Let it rip through my veins, let it run down - this feeling. This feeling of acceptance and fearlessness. It all really doesn’t matter anyways. Just live out of truth, live with genuine emotion. Be kind, tell people how you really feel about them.

I had a little life changing moment with myself and my thoughts. Driving part way home last night, my subconscious full. And then I went home, put on my head phones, crawled into bed and listened to my Micromix collection thanks to the Deerhunter blogspot. Micromix 14 showed up and I listened to this Everly Brothers other version of "I Wonder If I Care as Much." I must have listened to it on repeat for about 90 minutes. It did something to me. Everything about this song, the way it's sung, they way it sounds, it's beautiful.

Quiet/Dark

Gettin' some dark sexual demons out, letting them breathe and hang out to dry. To write it in and make it known. The power of the pen, the power of the pistol, the power of the shiny blue ribbon.
It seems like a perfect time, a perfect moment to bask in darkness, listen to the cherry tree ep by the national, stay indoors, write and look at mark ryden paintings.

splendour